Time to open up

So I have not done this in a while and man how things have changed. I love where we are living so much. Life has been so peaceful and quiet. It is so crazy how much life can change in only a few months. I miss my friends and family but they have been visiting us often :) Heck it feels like we have a visitor here like every other weekend. This weekend my dad then second week in september mother in law coming for a whole week. Then my aunt and sister in law for a visit the end of september. Believe it or not I cannot wait for winter here and to see all the snow. I hate the cold lol but snow is just so beautiful.

My brother in law passed away on my birthday july 26th 2010 and it was a tough experience to go through. I found out at 2 am then had to work that day. WOW it was a long day. The week before he passed his final wish was to come see us, so we had him here for two days. It was so awesome to share time with him. When he got home his body just shut down. It was like he used his last ounce of energy to come see us. I am truly blessed to be a part of my husbands family. They are so loving and such a blessing.

Today marks the day I am 14 days late on my period....Its weird I dont feel pregnant so I find myself wondering if something serious is going on. Like a health issue but I am too scared to check :( Saturday im taking a test and if its negative I am going to force myself to go to the doctor. We shall see...............