new hair and new life :)

So my baby girl is 4 now and we had the most wonderful birthday parties for her in our new home and back with our family. I have met some of the most amazing people where I live now. I can say I have a new bff for sure! We have kids the same age and the love the heck out of each other. I have never seen Madison so happy with another little girl. Madison starts preschool the first week of November and she is super excited. We found this adorable christian church preschool for her.
Can I just say I love my job too? WOW for once in my life its like everything all around me is falling into place just like we planned. I mean I have always had love and friends that are awesome but I cannot think of anything else I want right now. Maybe another car LOL. Then a baby??? I have been working so freaking much baby making time has been cut to a minimum. Finally I am feeling like I have got into a groove with work and our life here. Sooooooooo maybe spring time to start trying again :) I have too much going on in the next few months to get preggo now. Tahoe next week, Disneyland in Feb, Vegas beginning of summer, Then Kauai trip coming up too. What can I say we are vacation fanatics. Would rather spend my money now having fun than die old with it :) Cannot wait til we visit spots like Ireland, New Zealand, Paris, Italy and Alaska to start lol. My list just keeps getting longer. Better start saving haha.

Time to open up

So I have not done this in a while and man how things have changed. I love where we are living so much. Life has been so peaceful and quiet. It is so crazy how much life can change in only a few months. I miss my friends and family but they have been visiting us often :) Heck it feels like we have a visitor here like every other weekend. This weekend my dad then second week in september mother in law coming for a whole week. Then my aunt and sister in law for a visit the end of september. Believe it or not I cannot wait for winter here and to see all the snow. I hate the cold lol but snow is just so beautiful.

My brother in law passed away on my birthday july 26th 2010 and it was a tough experience to go through. I found out at 2 am then had to work that day. WOW it was a long day. The week before he passed his final wish was to come see us, so we had him here for two days. It was so awesome to share time with him. When he got home his body just shut down. It was like he used his last ounce of energy to come see us. I am truly blessed to be a part of my husbands family. They are so loving and such a blessing.

Today marks the day I am 14 days late on my period....Its weird I dont feel pregnant so I find myself wondering if something serious is going on. Like a health issue but I am too scared to check :( Saturday im taking a test and if its negative I am going to force myself to go to the doctor. We shall see...............

Toasted

This week was nice :) Besides no period yet so I am all bloated, I got burnt so bad at santa cruz. Going to santa cruz was so nice though. It was a total girls day out. My daughter and I went with my friend and her two kids. We relaxed on the beach and played in the sand all day. Then went to the boardwalk and did some girly shopping. Finally some nice weather to go out in. Of course I got burnt to a crisp with my whiteness but it was fun doing it.

Fathers day is coming up and I cant wait for two days out of town with my love. He so needs a real vacation but that wont be until november. I meet on tuesday with a guy to go online and get my bachelors. It will take me two years but I know I am not happy just settling with where I am. I want to achieve more. Eventually work in labor and delivery :) So I hope I like what this guy has to tell me on tuesday and I can get started right away. Nice thing about schoool online is still being able to work. I also got offered back my old job but I am only gonna work two days a week until I see what goes on with this school. Finally things are getting better. Hope it stays that way.

how it changes in two day.......

OK not feeling so super now lol. For the last two days I been feeling like crap. I came out of Raileys yesterday and had to stop outside my car I nearly barfed what we just had for dinner. I wonder if I have a flu or something? I know it cannot be me being pregnant because I would not feel like this already. I have no clue what is going on with my body right now. I felt like this around the same time last month so I have a doctors appointment on June 2Nd because this shit has got to stop! I have not wanted to get out of bed and defiantly not motivated to go to the gym which pisses me off because I have been going religiously for a while and now have not went for two days :( Watch me go to the doctor then feel better LOL just my luck. Ahhh well til then I guess I will veg out for a bit. Went to see Shrek today which we all loved. Family time is so fun.

Feeling Super

This last week has been fun :) I finally got a night out alone with my love. Love is definitely in the air lately. Since we decided this month we were going full force baby mode its like we cannot stand to be apart. I am up texting him all night and he is doing the same to me. Since we have moved its been pretty calm. I actually feel relaxed right now so hopefully being that I am less stressed it will happen. Today he surprised me by telling me he has the next 5 days off! He took them off to spend some time with his family. So Saturday night we are going to a baseball game and watching some fireworks. Then we might go to the beach for a few days. So needless to say I am going to be super busy the next 5 days.

My baby girl is finally getting back to herself. She is slowly getting more restful sleep and complaining less about being in pain. She goes in June to check her heart and if that is clear we are done with this hopefully. It has been really tough feeling helpless when your child says she is in pain. Nothing seems to help it either. I pray this will be the end of it and we can move forward. What a blessing a new baby would be. She cannot wait to be a big sister we talk to her about it all the time. I am glad I waited so she can help and experience the whole thing with us.

Both my husband and I have been going to the gym every other day and I do a small workout on my off days. Finally my muscles are adjusting. I felt like dying the first week. He has totally shed pounds so fast and you can see it TOO! UGH men lose weight so fast. For me I can tell that things are fitting me differently. It has definitely helped us in the love department he he both of us are constantly complimenting each other and its such a turn on. We decided not to weigh ourselves just to work out and do it til we are happy with our bodies. I do not want to be counting pounds or calories. We have been eating more sensible but I hate diets. They end up failing eventually because we all have cravings for certain foods. Plus when I get preggo I cannot be on a diet anyways. I have been feeling more energetic and so has he. So end of June is when I would like to meet my first goal so we shall see :)