Blinded by the fakers

Some days I wish I could just enlighten people so they would know that many people cannot be trusted. Why lie to yourself by thinking they will be different than what you have been told? Most of the time you will never actually know who they are. The only person I will allow to fully know me is my husband. I actually have for the first time one person in my life I let know me inside and out. So I find it so comical when others act like they know my personal life because I NEVER share that with anyone. I don't blast my life or personal issues on the Internet to feel better about myself or gain some pity from others. Personal information should remain personal!

Most people females usually lie and stab each other in the back for amusement. Most friendships are never truly real. I have had my share of being a bad friend to someone that never meant much to me. I know who I can and cannot trust. I consider myself a pretty good judge of character and treat people how I see them. I have been wrong about one or two people and I have openly admitted to one of them that I was wrong. I have two friends I consider BEST friends that I would do anything for. They love me for me and know I have my boundaries. I hate people that prod and pry into your life trying to know stuff that is none of their damn business. Friends like that are people that just need to worry about their own lives and stop being so nosey. I enjoy my privacy and my friends that respect that :)

I got that rock :) Hearts will always be on fire

As I sit reading my daughter Snow White I watch her face as she is soaking up every word I am saying. I find myself wondering if she actually understands what is going on in the book. So when I say the end she says " mommy that was a bad lady for trying to hurt snow white!" I say yes but the prince saved her in the end and she says " the dwarfs helped too mommy." All I can say is OMG she is like a sponge. She is going to do so well in school and I cannot wait to help her through it. She absolutely loves playing with other kids. Lately I have been trying to make sure I take her to my friends house to let her have a constant playmate. They love each other and it is so cute to see them get creative.

So I also found out about my anniversary plans and I am so freaking stoked. We got a gorgeous spa suite with a rainfall shower ahhhhh so nice. Next a full couples day at a spa getting the works to start it off at the Tuscany spa which is three stories of luxurious Tuscan themed settings. Massages, facials, couples bath area omg i read about it and got goose bumps. Then dinner at Sterling's where he proposed 5 years ago this valentine's day. Which is his bday too I might add. SOOOOOOO romantic I love it there. Then going out dancing. I love it I have a hot man that spoils me and loves to go dancing what more could a girl ask for? We are a perfect match because he will do whatever it takes to make me happy and I will do whatever it takes to make him happy :) Next year it's five year wedding anniversary time back to Kauai. I cannot wait we loved it there. I have such a blessed marriage. Yes everyone has bad times but I don't have those bad times in my relationship. We have never once doubted where we belong and that is with each other. So I can get through anything with this man by my side. I have the best years of my life ahead of me finally time to enjoy them!

Bow chicka wow wow

The man called in tonight hmmm what to do hehe. He called in to stay home and spend some time with me. Its so great that we have enough money that he can do that. Time to put a log on the fire, make a few drinks and turn on the tunes so we can enjoy this night together :). I am so lucky to have such a loving and thoughtful man. I cannot belive I have him for the rest of my life. Tonight is gonna be one to remember hehe.

For my sweets

I love that we have texting now :) Before it was just me that had the texting which I did with friends and a few classmates. Now that we both have it we cant stop lol. Its like him being home sometimes and not being able to keep his hands off me. Now he cants stop texting me all day and night even when he is upstairs SUPPOSED to be sleeping lol he is texting me. What he says well now that is for my eyes only hehe. Besides the fact that I am a private person when it comes to my love life so for people that say they know that makes me laugh cause I never kiss and tell :)
I feel like we are going to be that couple that is in their 80's still flirting like it just began. He is so cute and adorable its so hard to resist his charm. I feel so lucky and thank god everyday for bringing us together. Sometimes you have to have a real rotten egg to find the love of a lifetime. Next month 4 years woot and still going strong as ever. I love that I never have to worry where my man is or where he will be. He tells me everything which is why we rarely argue about anything. No relationship is perfect but this has to be as close as it gets. Love my honey xoxoxo :)

Soaring even higher

So I have a meeting with this school I am going to for my Bachelors and I am super excited to go see what will be going on :) I am a knowledge junkie and cannot wait to learn all there is to know in my field of work. I already have decided where I am going to specialize which takes some people a while to figure out. After starting to work I know where I belong. Some people are made to be in my profession while others go through it all and figure out its not meant for them. I had a few girls I went to school with that found out halfway through they couldn't hack it or got kicked out for poor performance. It takes strong mental capacity and critical thinking skills to know how to know what each individual needs.
I love what I do it is not about the money. Do not get me wrong financial stability is huge in the world today but I have always been someone that wanted to take care of others. As a child I was told I would be in this field and that I was always the mommy figure for everyone in the family. It took me a while to get here because sometimes priorities in life are not a career. I decided to be a mommy and be there for my child which I do not regret in the slightest. I could have been done three years ago but wanted to spend time with my family. Which created a bond like I have never felt before. We are such a close family like no other i have seen. My friends all know how I am about my family and respect me for it. I see them rarely because family comes first. Soon when I move all my friends will still be here and that is what I will have my family. That is all I need. I don't need people to like me or spend alot of time with me to know they care. My friends love me for me and know how I am. This is why I have the same friends since high school and grade school I shut new people out because I don't have interest in making friends I have great ones already :)

Mini Vacay

So I just got back from a wonderful trip with my family :) I love how I can say hey lets get away I am sick of where we live and we can just pick up and go freely. I wish we could have stayed longer it was wonderful and full of passion. I feel like I have reconnected with my love for the first time since I got done with school. We were so close before school but after the long hours both of us were putting in it was hard to have some quality time. Over the last 3 months we have done so much together and I did not realize how much I missed being with him.
This is why I decided to work part time I really want to raise my family and spend time with my love. Its so nice to be in a career I love and where there is opportunity to pick and choose where you work.

:) im so lucky

So my daughter got a barbie karaoke toy she can sing with and its so cute to hear her sing all the songs from it like "girls just wanna have fun." She learns the songs like within a day its so funny. I cannot believe how fast she has grown. She starts preschool when we move and she is already so smart! We have the most wonderful preschool picked out that we have done alot of research on. She can sing all of her ABC's, count to 20, knows her left from her right and her colors. I have been teaching her how to recognize all the letters and numbers now. Before I know it she will be writing them all.

Well being a parent I have this need to give her everything in life she deserves. A future that she can be proud of. I want her to go to college right away and get things done right at an early age. I want to be able to pay for all of this. I guess you would have to be a parent to know how it feels to want to support your children and not struggle. I have watched many of my friends and family in pain because they cannot give their children the lives they had hoped for. This is why I waited til I was 27 to have a child. Also this is why I waited to make sure it was the right man. I did not want to have a child with someone I barely knew or someone that was immature. I have regrets in my life but the one about my child will never be one of them. I made all the right choices in that matter now I want to make all the right choices I can for the rest of her life. Being a mother is wonderful I cherish every moment with her and no one can take those moments away.

Lately I have been thinking I want another baby then I will be done :) My daughter needs a sibling to share her life with. I have also enjoyed being a mother so much I am eager to do it again. Children are such blessings. All children are gifts to be enjoyed. I will be that mother that my daughter loves to go shopping with and be around when she is a teenager. Not that overbearing and tempermental parent I see with their kids. I want my kids to be able to come and talk to me about their lives and share with me their experiences. I have so much to look forward to in the coming years and I cannot wait.

Has a cold but not even that will bring me down

So I have had this nasty cold all week and I have totally lost my appetite a long with all my energy lol. Even though I have felt like crap I have had a ton of people offer to come and help me out. Or offer some home remedies haha. I am so lucky to have such great people in my life to help me through the tough times :) I dont know where I would be without 3 wonderful ladies and one wonderful man.
We finally know where we are moving to its set. The area is absolutely beautiful. Finally a place where I can say I will be proud to raise my family. I have a job lined up and everything is in order. I am so excited. I am going to transfer there and all moving expenses paid! I am going to miss working where I am now because the people there are so awesome. I cannot remember the last time I said I LOVE MY JOB lol. I am sure my job waiting for me will be awesome too.
I also start school there in march which I am glad I am starting again so soon so I dont get out of the swing of things. Finally having my bachelors and I have worked so hard to get here. Did I mention my new job is paying for the schooling as long as I sign a two year contract with them? OMG someone pinch me because I cannot help but feel like I must have done something right to be getting all this :) Well I will keep you all posted. This is connected to my facebook now so all my friends can keep up with me hehe.