:) im so lucky

So my daughter got a barbie karaoke toy she can sing with and its so cute to hear her sing all the songs from it like "girls just wanna have fun." She learns the songs like within a day its so funny. I cannot believe how fast she has grown. She starts preschool when we move and she is already so smart! We have the most wonderful preschool picked out that we have done alot of research on. She can sing all of her ABC's, count to 20, knows her left from her right and her colors. I have been teaching her how to recognize all the letters and numbers now. Before I know it she will be writing them all.

Well being a parent I have this need to give her everything in life she deserves. A future that she can be proud of. I want her to go to college right away and get things done right at an early age. I want to be able to pay for all of this. I guess you would have to be a parent to know how it feels to want to support your children and not struggle. I have watched many of my friends and family in pain because they cannot give their children the lives they had hoped for. This is why I waited til I was 27 to have a child. Also this is why I waited to make sure it was the right man. I did not want to have a child with someone I barely knew or someone that was immature. I have regrets in my life but the one about my child will never be one of them. I made all the right choices in that matter now I want to make all the right choices I can for the rest of her life. Being a mother is wonderful I cherish every moment with her and no one can take those moments away.

Lately I have been thinking I want another baby then I will be done :) My daughter needs a sibling to share her life with. I have also enjoyed being a mother so much I am eager to do it again. Children are such blessings. All children are gifts to be enjoyed. I will be that mother that my daughter loves to go shopping with and be around when she is a teenager. Not that overbearing and tempermental parent I see with their kids. I want my kids to be able to come and talk to me about their lives and share with me their experiences. I have so much to look forward to in the coming years and I cannot wait.