how it changes in two day.......

OK not feeling so super now lol. For the last two days I been feeling like crap. I came out of Raileys yesterday and had to stop outside my car I nearly barfed what we just had for dinner. I wonder if I have a flu or something? I know it cannot be me being pregnant because I would not feel like this already. I have no clue what is going on with my body right now. I felt like this around the same time last month so I have a doctors appointment on June 2Nd because this shit has got to stop! I have not wanted to get out of bed and defiantly not motivated to go to the gym which pisses me off because I have been going religiously for a while and now have not went for two days :( Watch me go to the doctor then feel better LOL just my luck. Ahhh well til then I guess I will veg out for a bit. Went to see Shrek today which we all loved. Family time is so fun.

Feeling Super

This last week has been fun :) I finally got a night out alone with my love. Love is definitely in the air lately. Since we decided this month we were going full force baby mode its like we cannot stand to be apart. I am up texting him all night and he is doing the same to me. Since we have moved its been pretty calm. I actually feel relaxed right now so hopefully being that I am less stressed it will happen. Today he surprised me by telling me he has the next 5 days off! He took them off to spend some time with his family. So Saturday night we are going to a baseball game and watching some fireworks. Then we might go to the beach for a few days. So needless to say I am going to be super busy the next 5 days.

My baby girl is finally getting back to herself. She is slowly getting more restful sleep and complaining less about being in pain. She goes in June to check her heart and if that is clear we are done with this hopefully. It has been really tough feeling helpless when your child says she is in pain. Nothing seems to help it either. I pray this will be the end of it and we can move forward. What a blessing a new baby would be. She cannot wait to be a big sister we talk to her about it all the time. I am glad I waited so she can help and experience the whole thing with us.

Both my husband and I have been going to the gym every other day and I do a small workout on my off days. Finally my muscles are adjusting. I felt like dying the first week. He has totally shed pounds so fast and you can see it TOO! UGH men lose weight so fast. For me I can tell that things are fitting me differently. It has definitely helped us in the love department he he both of us are constantly complimenting each other and its such a turn on. We decided not to weigh ourselves just to work out and do it til we are happy with our bodies. I do not want to be counting pounds or calories. We have been eating more sensible but I hate diets. They end up failing eventually because we all have cravings for certain foods. Plus when I get preggo I cannot be on a diet anyways. I have been feeling more energetic and so has he. So end of June is when I would like to meet my first goal so we shall see :)

Sharing the love

Today I made a blog for my cousin. I hope it gets her all the help she needs. I am excited to see how things turn out :)

http://babyboss4.blogspot.com/

So after spending a day with my two beautiful cousins and their gorgeous babies...I am so in baby mode. I want one more than ever now and I don't really want to try because when you try it never happens. It happens when you are not trying lol. SO let me tell myself I am not trying HAHA. My daughter was so awesome with my cousin's 3 month old. She was touching her and making her smile. I think she wants a sister but I will be happy with either one. I have never wanted to get pregnant before so I started reading up on it lately. Who knew it took so much effort and precise calculations to make it happen. I am not going to track ovulation or basal temperatures that will just drive me insane. I also don't want sex to turn into lets make babies. That would make it more a chore rather than fun. So now that I think things are calming down maybe my body will decide its time. If not I am prepared to wait :) Being a mommy is so worth it.

Can I have magic healing powers???

The hardest thing I have ever had to do as a parent is wake up everyday for the last two weeks to my baby girl saying mommy carry me I hurt. She is now going through the arthritis and joint pain part from the KD. They say it can last up to 8 weeks and we are only on week 2 and a half. Tylenol does NOTHING and she hates the taste. Apparently Ibuprofen is no good because it interferes with the aspirin she is taking in the morning to keep her blood thin in case she is having any heart problems. Well I was really scared to look into the disease and see what it was all about but I did yesterday. I joined the kawasaki diesease foundation. Some things on there are scaring me. Kids getting it like 3 times and others having serious joint and immunity problems. I may be the paranoid mom but this all frightens me. I go from a kid that never complains or gets sick to.. a cranky irritable child in pain. It has been some rough days. Then to stick with all the stuff I started prior to this has been hard too. I have not been able to start work because she is still needing to be monitored. So I am going stir crazy being home alot. She cannot do anything too long because she hurts and the doctors say to keep her away from any thing she can get serious injuries from like playgrounds. So we are so limited on what we can do. I take her on walks or go to the mall and shop. For now it will have to be take it easy time for a while.

I am going to be driving to the stockton area this week because my brother in law is having a major bowel resection surgery. I also need to see my grandma that broker her hip. I am feeling a little better now that my period started. Hopefully this next month will calm down and I can focus on just me and my family. Its not good to be trying to make a baby when there is alot of stress around you so we have not started trying yet. Also our daughter is our main priority right now. When she is all better my hubby and I have a trip planned in july for my bday for us to get away. We are thinking of two really fancy places. Both places with themed rooms should be fun. We need some alone time after all this.

Beautiful day

My baby and my cousins baby sleeping madison does not like her comforter so she hangs it on the side of her bed hehe. We are getting her a twin bed soon with a new bed set :) She is a big girl.

Today we got our Carrie Underwood tickets in the 3rd row :) Todd loves her so this will be really for him. I mean I like her too but not as much as him. We also seen my cousins baby that is 2 weeks old and O so adorable. Makes me want one even more. He is so tiny and precious. Madison loved holding him. She is going to be an awesome help I can tell. Finally today was a wonderful day. The weather is great and I am getting my new Dyson vacum tonight. WOOT no more dog hair haha. Now what to decide for tomorrow. Its going to be beautiful again and we need to get out and enjoy it. After monday hopefully I will find out why I have been so sore and worn out. Doctors appointment here I come. Then hopefully all the bad health issues in my family will get better for everyone. I need a break from the stress.