So after spending a day with my two beautiful cousins and their gorgeous babies...I am so in baby mode. I want one more than ever now and I don't really want to try because when you try it never happens. It happens when you are not trying lol. SO let me tell myself I am not trying HAHA. My daughter was so awesome with my cousin's 3 month old. She was touching her and making her smile. I think she wants a sister but I will be happy with either one. I have never wanted to get pregnant before so I started reading up on it lately. Who knew it took so much effort and precise calculations to make it happen. I am not going to track ovulation or basal temperatures that will just drive me insane. I also don't want sex to turn into lets make babies. That would make it more a chore rather than fun. So now that I think things are calming down maybe my body will decide its time. If not I am prepared to wait :) Being a mommy is so worth it.