Let the planning begin

So the hubby and I have decided for our five year wedding anniversary we are going to Kauai because we loved it so much the first time. This time it will be even more special. We have decided to renew our marriage vows on the beach. I cannot wait! I have started searching where we want to do it and what I want to wear. Just need to make sure I have a baby before or after the date we set haha. I dont want to be preggo again when we make plans just like before. O well when it happens it happens. I am so lucky to be blessed with such a loving happy marriage. The planning is on :) Now this is something worth spending a pretty penny on hehe. Good thing I'm getting IV Certified in a week so my pay goes up to $30 and hour. I love a job with the more education you have the more you get paid.

I am so lagging on packing lol. I hate packing. I have decided this time there is alot of stuff I never use I just need to get rid of. Maybe give it all to the goodwill. Someone else will use the stuff and it will make me feel good not to just throw it out. I hate wasteful people. I also hate name brand people. The ones that HAVE to have name brand clothing or purses. I have the money to get all these things but I hate being trendy. Or people that have to pay to make themselves look hot. Fake bodies and images are so retarded. If you work hard to have a body that makes yourself happy then so be it. To pay to look good is just plain stupid. People will not like a person any more with name brand clothes or a phony body. It is what is on the inside that counts. It will all go south eventually and if you have someone that loves you for you then you would never have to worry about that. I am just so happy I can be me and be loved for who I am not who I want to be.

Alot going on

This week has barely begun and I feel like its been so crazy. Yesterday got my dog fixed, I am not one to allow my animal to randomly get pregnant. Then went to the doctor my lil one has her first ear and sinus infection. I am sick with a nasty cold too I might add which has made me want to lay in bed all day but cant do that. Then mailed off all the paperwork for our new place. Fingers crossed we get it. We turned in our 30 day notice to this place because I know we will get it :) I am so lucky to have my hubby he went and got me Marie Callendars soup because I was so sicky. Then we watched Law Abiding Citizen which was a total epic movie. We both loved it.

Today we packed up the garage and a few other things. I know its going to fly up on us quick. We went grocery shopping and now I let my man go out with his friend for the night because all I want to do is sleep. He never goes out and his buddy wanted to go play poker. I dont mind my hubby always takes everyones money hehe. I even bought him a poker shirt that say "I bought this shirt with your money" lol. So nyquil here I come and hopefully a good night sleep ahead.

My light of my life

So my dog Suki chewed up my daughters snuggle pup! The puppy she has slept with since she was a year old. She flipped out. Thank GOD they still sell them at target. They are called webkinz. So not only did I have to go get her a new one, grandma had to sew the old one. So now she says she has a boy and a girl snuggle pup lol. She is so adorable. I was crushed to see her so upset like it was her baby. I knew she was attached to him but never expected a reaction like that. She has never acted like that over any of her toys. She is always very sharing and generous with her toys. The other day at the park a little boy told her she could not go down the slide and she just started crying instead of being mean to him. I told her to ask him nicely and say excuse me and it worked :) She is growing up so fast. I cannot wait for us to have another and to see madison interact with a baby will be so awesome.

I am so excited about tomorrow but I am nervous too?? I wonder why?? I think its finally setting in that we are moving for good and that we are starting a new life in a new town. I am totally nauseated tonight hope I can sleep. It is a long drive tomorrow and I will be doing alot of it. I just hope madison can handle being in the car that long! Future here we come.

The sun is shining on me

I saw my grandpa today after I got off work and he is doing well. This makes me so happy! His surgery went well and the cancer is the non aggressive kind so they took it out :) This dark cloud looming over me this whole week has lifted. Still have not been able to eat right with my nerves being shot worrying about him. We had the most wonderful conversation. He is always on me about school and what my plans are for our future. He knows I got into a program for a bachelors but did not know where. When he found out it was an actual university and also in the area he went to school he got so happy. He said he loved living there and wished my grandmother would have moved back with him. He said the area I am going to check out on Sunday is all really nice so not to worry about it. He told me he is so proud of me and how wonderful my life has turned out. I told him when I get my bachelors how my hubby wants to go back to school as well. Its never too late to start :) I was just so happy to see him smile and tell him I love him.

Today I think my mother in law came to accept the fact that we are moving. Everytime we talked to her about it she avoided the conversation. But today she showed up at our house to watch my daughter with sandals and a new swim suit. She told my daughter these are for where you are moving to. You can wear them when you go to the beach. When we left last time she was super upset. This time I think she will be more especially with knowing we are trying for another baby and my brother in law has pancreatic cancer. We have tried to stick around and be there for her but the time has come to do what is best for our family. So a new life awaits us with new jobs, school, house and bodies :) Both of us started this diet plan with a work out specialized for your build its sweet. Although I have not been able to start it because eating is not interesting lately. He has started it and lost 5lbs in a week the right way lol. I am going back full blonde soon and thinking of growing my hair out. I cannot wait to go see our new city sunday!

WINNER!

So I just won a Blackberry Bold 9700 from a contest I entered in. I am super excited because I decided to start entering into sweepstakes and contests and I cannot believe I won. I have only been doing it for a month and won already. I want to win some trips or new washer and dryer would be nice :) After having such a down week I really needed this. Tomorrow I go to the hospital to see what is going to happen with my grandpa and his cancer :( I have to work tomorrow and Saturday too kind of burnt out on work lately. I guess when you do 25 hours in two days that will do it to you.
Sunday we make our drive out of town to where we will be calling home come may 1st. There are so many things we need to check out to make sure this will be the right place for us. The weather there is going to be amazing 79 degrees both days. I would have to say one of those days is a beach day for sure. I cannot wait to move there it has so much to do we will never be bored. Lots of walking trails, casinos, even a mountain with snow is near by, sweet malls, amusement parks, and the beach is like 30 minutes away. I feel like i am going to be in heaven.........