The sun is shining on me

I saw my grandpa today after I got off work and he is doing well. This makes me so happy! His surgery went well and the cancer is the non aggressive kind so they took it out :) This dark cloud looming over me this whole week has lifted. Still have not been able to eat right with my nerves being shot worrying about him. We had the most wonderful conversation. He is always on me about school and what my plans are for our future. He knows I got into a program for a bachelors but did not know where. When he found out it was an actual university and also in the area he went to school he got so happy. He said he loved living there and wished my grandmother would have moved back with him. He said the area I am going to check out on Sunday is all really nice so not to worry about it. He told me he is so proud of me and how wonderful my life has turned out. I told him when I get my bachelors how my hubby wants to go back to school as well. Its never too late to start :) I was just so happy to see him smile and tell him I love him.

Today I think my mother in law came to accept the fact that we are moving. Everytime we talked to her about it she avoided the conversation. But today she showed up at our house to watch my daughter with sandals and a new swim suit. She told my daughter these are for where you are moving to. You can wear them when you go to the beach. When we left last time she was super upset. This time I think she will be more especially with knowing we are trying for another baby and my brother in law has pancreatic cancer. We have tried to stick around and be there for her but the time has come to do what is best for our family. So a new life awaits us with new jobs, school, house and bodies :) Both of us started this diet plan with a work out specialized for your build its sweet. Although I have not been able to start it because eating is not interesting lately. He has started it and lost 5lbs in a week the right way lol. I am going back full blonde soon and thinking of growing my hair out. I cannot wait to go see our new city sunday!